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Hello again. I've been gone for a while.
So I had a major meltdown, took some time to find myself and what it was that I want out of life. I didn't quite find it the way I thought I would, as is often the case.
A year ago, I thought that things were alright. Yeah, Brian and I fought, but who DOESN'T fight? He threw out the d word to try to get me to act more like a wife, which really never made any sense to me, but I didn't think that he would do it at the time either. I was struggling on a daily basis between getting sick from the fumes at work, to feeling like I wanted to die. I didn't feel like I was fulfilling any sort of purpose, inste
10 people who've influenced my crazy journey
1. Jeremy Hasenbalg. My biggest mistake. He was the first person to show me that I am beautiful in a way that I could see too. He taught me about importance of passion in life, and showed me exactly who I was at that point in my life. I didn't like who I saw, and so I changed it. I almost ruined the start of his relationship with the woman he's loved for over a decade, and I am so glad that now, several years later, they have become engaged and are still happy and working on doing things they love. He taught me to keep doing what you love, and to be true to who you are, regardless of the situation in which you've found yourself.
2.Jessica Bl
Its almost been a week...
Everything hurts. I keep hiding what I feel, trying to make the best of a shitty situation, because, let's face it, no one is going to be able to pull me out of the dark place I want to go. My chest feels like it is trying to remove itself from the rest of me, and all I want to do is scream, cry, yell, hit, kick, bite, rip out my hair.
I want to lose myself in the pain of everything, but I can't because, ironically(since apparently I'm a child(hence why he left)) I need to actually be an adult and do the things that he won't do in order to get this over with. I need to be able to function so that I can get a job, make money, and live my own
All this time you were pretending,
so much for my happy ending
My husband left me. The day before we were supposed to move into a 2 bedroom apartment, he told me that I wasn't welcome in the new apartment. I love him with all of myself. I gave him EVERYTHING, and he left because he doesn't understand why dealing with my past is so very difficult for me. I went into this marriage knowing that there would be rough parts, and he expected that I would just go with what his idea of a marriage is: the husband is the breadwinner, the wife works but also makes sure the house is immaculate at all times. NO ONE is that way their first year of marriage, not unless they are already succe
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